Hello..
I have no idea why I started this blog.. Maybe cause I'm going through so much that I have to say it.. To get it out of me.. To tell someone that I am in pain..
I lost my father 13 days ago.. During this time, people expect you to break down, to cry, and even in some cases to faint (lol).. But they also tell you to be strong, to have faith, to hold on and what not!!
Yes, I did cry.. Being a family of three, all we had were each other, and now that changed.. So yes, I did cry, but I couldn't mourn for my loss.. Indian traditions n rituals keep you so occupied than t you have no time to actually stop and realise.. That's, in a way, good n bad.. Good , cause you have to perform all those rituals that mourning will be a hindrance.. And bad cause, you deserve to mourn, to scream n cry for the loss of a part of your soul.. For the loss of that one person who you knew would protect you from the world..
I have no idea why I started this blog.. Maybe cause I'm going through so much that I have to say it.. To get it out of me.. To tell someone that I am in pain..
I lost my father 13 days ago.. During this time, people expect you to break down, to cry, and even in some cases to faint (lol).. But they also tell you to be strong, to have faith, to hold on and what not!!
Yes, I did cry.. Being a family of three, all we had were each other, and now that changed.. So yes, I did cry, but I couldn't mourn for my loss.. Indian traditions n rituals keep you so occupied than t you have no time to actually stop and realise.. That's, in a way, good n bad.. Good , cause you have to perform all those rituals that mourning will be a hindrance.. And bad cause, you deserve to mourn, to scream n cry for the loss of a part of your soul.. For the loss of that one person who you knew would protect you from the world..
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